It doesn't show up that often.

[It's barely there! There's not a lot to adjust to. At least, he hopes not.

Neil is just thinking easier than before. He knows it won't be easy as a whole, but it won't be as bad as it could have been. They will all have their ups and downs, he knows that for certain, but ups and downs are easier with people you love and care about- people who make you feel safe]

When you chew me out during practice? Easier, I think. I know where we stand and I know that it's all about the game and nothing more than that.

[Kevin doesn't need to worry. Neil knows it's not personal and has nothing to do with his affections. He's not that kind of person and he knows Kevin can separate, just as much as he can.]

I don't think we have much to worry about. You're right, the novelty will fade soon enough. If you were all crabby about it, it might be different.

[They can think what they want, Neil doesn't care. He leaning into Kevin's touch, his lips brushing against his again. He can hear Andrew coming out of the bathroom, but he doesn't move much just yet]

When you're feeling less croppy you can wear mine, it might be a little bigger.